Mar 14, 2005
If I Could Breathe
| I can't stand guessing. Even worse, second guessing. That's why I never go against what I know I want. I tend to hesitate, be too cautious, too thorough in evaluating what could happen. I'm sick of guessing about the future. I think that this world and this system is so against me and that there's simply no way out; you make your own outs. I just want this life to take a change of pace, to have a meaning to someone other than me. I can't stand knowing that nobody cares when I go to sleep, or when I wake up. I can't stand knowing that one day, I won't wake up. Don't tell me that life has some great meaning, that in the end there'll be some great stairway to heaven, some great afterlife or something that's better than what you experience as a human being on this planet on this very day. |
posted by Mike at 12:52 AM
