Feb 27, 2005
We All Gotta Have Goals...
Feb 26, 2005
Peter Benenson Dies At 83
Peter Benenson, the founder of Amnesty International, died in Oxford Friday at the age of 83. From Amnesty news…
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If You Could See Inside My Head
| You'd see her running, Through the webbed thoughts, The crude humor and sarcasm, And the battles yet to be fought. She's better than the drugs That calm my moods She's better than the other people That's what I conclude.... [insert catchy bass line] Gonna find a way to love her Even if I can't be with She'll know how I feel And that love is NOT just a myth. |
Feb 24, 2005
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| I'm so uninspired right now... I couldn't think of much to put in here... sooo... until I come up with something... blah/ |
Feb 21, 2005
The White House Stages Its 'Daily Show'
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Feb 20, 2005
Continent Is Divided, Though Views Soften
| By ELAINE SCIOLINO NAPLES, Italy - In an unadorned classroom at the NATO military base here, 18 European and 3 American officers came together recently for an intense orientation on how to train the Iraqi Army's new officer corps. Many in the room came from "new" European countries - Poland, Romania, Lithuania, Slovakia, Estonia - and were clearly grateful to take part. "You can't be a NATO member and just sit back and do nothing," said Maj. Rudolf Jeeser of Estonia, who, like his fellow officers, volunteered for duty in Iraq. "For me, it's important to pay back NATO for what it has done for my country." Notably absent were officers from America's major and longstanding European allies - France, Germany, Spain, Belgium, Greece - countries that still contend that the American-led war in Iraq is wrong and refuse to send a single soldier there. This is the Europe that President Bush will find when he lands in Brussels on Sunday, Feb. 20: a continent still deeply divided over how much to bend to the will of Washington on issues of war and peace, and how warmly to support the Bush crusade to spread its definition of freedom around the world. Read the rest here. The key phrase to all of this is in that last paragraph is "it's (Bush) definition of freedom". The mere image that Bush's freedom seems to be take over other countries, overthrow their government, set up a new "democracy" and then use that country as a crutch to get into the area. Now don't get me wrong, the middle east is a problematic area. They should NOT be fighting as rampantly as they are over something so stupid. Just goes to show that blind faith is claiming more lives for no specific reason. Go figure that it takes a president like W to infringe the separation clause every time he opens his mouth. Someone has the Dr. Seuss syndrome: Dearly beloved, we are gathered today For this union of men, both of whom are gay.
The denial of marriage, it’s banned in 38 states. In only one it is legal, and what drama it creates!
A wedding, defined, is a promise of love; A strong bond of faith, beyond all and above.
So who has the right, to say that it’s wrong; To say that the groom, and his man, don’t belong?
“It’s impure,” they cry out, “It’s against our God’s way.” “It’s disgusting, unnatural, and a sin,” they will say.
But you claim that it’s right, a couple will yell and they’ll swear. And the man strikes his wife with the ring she put there.
On his hand as a promise, to have and to hold. But it left, on her face, a message in bold.
The love he professed, was less than sincere. But y’know, it’s all good. ...At least he’s not queer.
That says something for society.... and she's sooo cool! |
Feb 19, 2005
My Life, Acoustically Tuned...
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Feb 18, 2005
Conservatives and Rivals Press a Struggling PBS
| By JOHN TIERNEY and JACQUES STEINBERG WASHINGTON, Feb. 16 - It was no accident that PBS found itself turning to Elmo, the popular "Sesame Street" character, to lobby on Capitol Hill this week. There were not many options. Public television is suffering from an identity crisis, executives inside the Public Broadcasting Service and outsiders say, and it goes far deeper than the announcement by Pat Mitchell that she would step down next year as the beleaguered network's president. Some public television executives said that running PBS was a thankless job, and that managing a far-flung network composed of independent fiefs around the country was a particularly daunting assignment. They also said they were facing larger issues that would challenge any executive, like increased competition from the cable industry. Corporate underwriters have been less willing to finance PBS programs, which has left the network increasingly dependent on Washington, where Republicans criticize its programming as elitist and liberal. The network has also struggled to develop popular new shows. "The biggest problem we've got is the structure we've got," Alberto Ibarguen, the chairman of PBS and the publisher of The Miami Herald, said in an interview yesterday. "It assumes a lot of government funding, continuing heavy levels of corporate image advertising and no competition. But in the world we're in - the world of increased cable competition, less and less government funding and cutbacks in corporate image advertising - it's a significant problem if that's your business model." Mr. Ibarguen added: "The risk is the tighter your budgets get, the less you can afford to fail. If you can't afford to fail, you can't afford to take risks." Among the challenges that Ms. Mitchell has confronted is a trend, lasting nearly a decade, in which corporations have scaled back on the so-called "image advertising" through which they had once financed programs like "Masterpiece Theater." According to PBS's financial statements, revenues drawn from program underwriting - which are paid directly to producers, but catalogued by PBS - reached a five-year peak of $221.9 million in 2001, dropped to $179.4 million in 2003, and rebounded slightly to $184.3 million last year. PBS hopes to relieve some of the pressure by creating a huge endowment from the proceeds of reselling the spectrum used by its stations when they trade their current broadcast positions for new high-definition stations later in the decade. But that will take persuading the same Congressional and administration officials who have objected to its programming. Conservatives have complained about Bill Moyers's news program (he has since retired from it) and about a recent children's program featuring a rabbit named Buster who visited a pair of lesbian parents. After Education Secretary Margaret Spellings threatened to retract financing for that program - a controversy that some called Bustergate - Ms. Mitchell decided not to distribute it. In an interview on Wednesday, Ms. Mitchell, 62, said she had felt no pressure, either from inside her board or outside of PBS, to step aside. She also said she had not been personally pressured to change programming by Republicans at the Corporation for Public Broadcasting, which provides federal money to the system. But she said her programmers had worked with their counterparts at the corporation, which is led by White House appointees, in developing several new shows, including a talk show for the conservative commentator Tucker Carlson. "They certainly want to make sure we are providing a balanced schedule," she said. "We believe we are. We check that with the people we report to - our member stations and the American public." One high-level executive at PBS headquarters in Washington, who declined to be identified because of the sensitivity of the situation for PBS, said new managers at the Corporation for Public Broadcasting had been concerned about a perceived liberal bias at PBS as well as difficulties in fund-raising. "The thing to remember with public broadcasting is that everything is steered by the money," the executive said. "What used to be a unique thing is now in this competitive environment and has to do whatever it can to survive, which means bending in a way it used to never bend." Now that 85 percent of Americans subscribe to cable or satellite television, PBS's children shows, historical dramas and wildlife documentaries face competitors like the History Channel, Discovery, A & E, the National Geographic Channel, BBC America, Nickelodeon, and The Learning Channel. PBS has responded by forging new alliances, like a recent agreement to show HBO films. Ms. Mitchell, who was interviewed between lobbying meetings, said she would devote the rest of her tenure to raising money. Officials at PBS and its affiliated stations are beginning to lobby for a share of the windfall the federal government may get later this decade when public television stations and other over-the-air broadcasters stop using the airwaves to transmit analog signals, relying instead on digital signals over cable and satellite systems. Once the broadcasters' part of the spectrum is open, the federal government stands to collect tens of billions of dollars by reselling it to other users like wireless broadband companies. Lobbyists for public television stations are supporting legislation that would put some of the money in a trust fund for public television. Senator Christopher J. Dodd, a Connecticut Democrat sponsoring the legislation along with Senator Olympia J. Snowe, Republican of Maine, has called for the trust fund to be administered by an independent agency following the sort of procedures used by the National Science Foundation and the National Institutes of Health. Some critics, like Tim Graham of the Media Research Center, a conservative watchdog group, are reluctant to give PBS any independent endowment. "They want to create an empire that does not have to answer to the Congress or the people," Mr. Graham said. "Conservatives do not want to give more tax dollars to television stations that attack their ideas." But there are some sympathetic conservatives, at least among the advisers on the Digital Future Initiative committee created by Ms. Mitchell, which met Wednesday in Washington to contemplate how PBS could put a trust fund to use. Norman Orenstein, a committee member who also sits on the PBS board, said Republicans on the committee believed that a trust fund could pay for socially useful programming. "We're focusing on education and children and making the case that public broadcasting can do valuable things in a digital age that no one else can or will do," said Mr. Orenstein, a fellow at the American Enterprise Institute, a conservative research group. But he did not expect the money to come easily. "You couldn't have a tougher budget environment," Mr. Orenstein said, "and you're going to have vicious scrambling over discretionary domestic spending." Referring to the recent programming incident, he said, "The timing couldn't have been worse on the Buster thing. This is not a time you want to be in the cross hairs." PBS is also being criticized by others, like Jeffrey Chester, the executive director of the Center for Digital Democracy and a longtime advocate of more money for public television. "I'm concerned that PBS is so desperate for funding and support from the Republican-dominated Congress that they're willing to sell their legacy," Mr. Chester said. "They could forgo their historic mandate to do cutting-edge programming and replace it with Bush-administration-friendly educational content." John Tierney reported from Washington for this article, and Jacques Steinberg from New York. Copyright 2005 The New York Times The New York Times Company |
Feb 17, 2005
Replay: The Misinterpretation of Love
| "To define love is madness. To impress upon it some regulated understanding is to deny its purpose and its promise. Love chooses us. And though we have attempted in vain throughout the ages to unlock its mysteries, we are still helpless in its grasp. Born man or woman, straight or gay, love chooses us and we follow. If you believe that the God you worship personifies love then love in any form cannot be wrong. It is wholly contradictory to espouse the virtues of a universal love and yet disqualify those that do not fit within certain parameters. That is not love, unfortunately, but it’s corruption. What deity would be so callous as to exclude those who do not meet specific “requirements of love”? What person would, in the same breathe, declare that God is love and then deny the love of those that they consider “corrupted”? Love and forgiveness are inseparable. To forgive is divine they say, and yet forgiveness isn’t something many of us care to practice. Battles are being fought in nations throughout the world to ensure that same sex marriage is not legally recognized by people who are obviously so detached from the truths of love and forgiveness as to be in peril of supporting the opposite. What arrogance must one possess to declare themselves the representative of such a powerful and universal thing? What person willingly denies and defames the love of complete strangers because of some personal insecurity or religious bigotry? How dare any of us undermine love? To define love is madness. To defy it? Even more so. If ever there was a time for us to embrace the world’s most powerful weapon and declare war, it’s now. Because to embrace the idea that the law and love are two separate issues is not the sort of inheritance that our children deserve. One has absolutely everything to do with the other, no matter who decries otherwise." - M. Good Just thought I'd repost this, I still like it. It proves so many points and deals with both the personal and political levels... so enjoy. |
Feb 16, 2005
This is me... If I Was Cool...
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Celebrate We Will....
| Because life is short but sweet for certain... Don't misunderestimate me! I'm going to find a way out of all of this. Nobody is going to see it coming either... I'm going to suprise all of you fools! Now to think of my new world domination plan... |
Feb 14, 2005
Happy Valentine's Day, Now Get In Therapy
| Yeah, that's basically my story. I had a ton of fun walking with Allison and then playing with pookie and drinking hot chocolate. Then I'm told I'm too damn nice, and that I'm not suppost to care. . . seems like the shoe is on the other foot now. Then, I'm told I should be removed from school, unless I do a certain therapy regiment. Appears that being "depressed and suicidal" has its drawbacks. . . sooo. . . this has made for a very up, and very down day. GO FIGURE. There's always something to prevent it from being a perfectly good day, not to mention its rainy and really really windy. |
Feb 13, 2005
Might I Suggest...
Feb 11, 2005
Family Affair...
| This is making for a fun weekend... html has changed... for obvious reasons. |
Feb 10, 2005
Can I Really Celebrate?
| Considering that monday is valentines day... most would think that I'd feel kind of happy about it. After all, it is the day of love... SO WHY THE HELL WOULD I BE HAPPY ABOUT IT?!?!? Not to mention that it's a religious holiday, double whammy there. Not to mention that this year's V-day falls on a lowly monday... hurrah... it's like it's just meant to be an anguishing and horrifying day for me. But I'm sure there's a couple ways that it could be a fun day for me, or night (wink wink). I won't get my hopes too far up; only makes for a longer drop. Well... another day that I said I was going to do laundry... oops. So, since it's almost 3am, and I have absolutely nothing to do... I'm going to go to bed, hopefully I'll fall asleep quick and have dreams about... well something pleasant. I'm sick of waking up because of a bad nightmare or just a bizarre dream. It's really becoming quite disturbing. Or I could just not go to sleep again, but there's nobody here to keep me company, I could just keep typing endlessly about absolutely nothing well into the morning. I'm dying for something to eat... not to mention my weights up to 153!!! I'm getting fatter and fatter by the day. |
Feb 7, 2005
Desperate Times Call For Desperate Measures
Feb 6, 2005
Saturday Night
Feb 3, 2005
One, Two, Three, (Deep Breath) Here We Go...
| Without you, I'm as lonely as an abandoned dog on the side of a highway. I have gift anxiety, even through I don't know when your birthday is. We can spend perfect days shopping and cleaning together. I swear, I'll never make wisecracks when you scrape your tires against the curb while parallel parking. If you consent to live with me, I'll clean the toilet every week. I'll do it with my tongue if you ask. I will strike the words hooters and love rockets from my vocabulary. I'll love you. Even if your name is Mimi and you want me to pronounce it May May. I will only pass gas underneath the covers and under the direst of circumstances. Hell, I'll go on a low cholesterol diet. And I won't buy one of those red sports cars when I hit my mid-life crisis. Your parents can come visit us every week, even if your mom is a witch with a capital B. And your folks don't have to go to a retirement home because they can come live with us. I declare, I'll separate the whites from the colors and learn the mysteries of hot and cold water washes. I'll never huff and puff while waiting for you to put on your makeup. If you're a cat person, I'll never point out the fact that a dog can save your life from drowning, but a cat can't. I will happily go see chick flicks with you, like Pride and Prejudice. I'll make a point to trying new foods like okra gumbo. I won't curl my nose at vegetables whose awful taste is disguised by having cheese on it. I pledge to always say yes when you ask, 'Is my hair looking okay tonight?' I'm gonna bring a whole new meaning to the word cuddle. I'll be thoughtful enough to read your horoscope every day. I'm gonna save every birthday card you send me! And I'll actually write you real letters when we're apart. I'm never gonna expect you to know where I left my car keys, and I'll never leave my socks on the floor. With me, you'll find the cap is always on the toothpaste. I'll start wearing those bikini style underwear if you like. My belly button will always be lint free. I want to full-on kiss your clitoris. It will be the most passionate, intimate experience you've ever had. I declare now, I will give my life for you. And if you fail to come to me, I know some part of me will surely die. |
Feb 2, 2005
What The Hell Ever Happened To Individualism?
| Okay, I'm walking back to my room from class and I take a look back down the staircase... You'd think there'd be a shocking number of normally dressed slobs... not really. You'd think that some guys would be afraid of the whole metrosexual dresscode... not so. Then you look at just about every member of the female gender and they have their head glued to a cell phone and half a pound of makeup smeared across their foreheads... not to mention the whole 'hey look at the girl who barely wears anything' look that they all have. But there is the select few that don't dress either metro or in a slut uniform; yes there are the punk and skating class of clothing... though most of them are posers, it's a growing fad. That fact, coupled with the non-stop (some of it crap) playing of brand new punk and alternative punk on the only two music stations on television... I'm becoming sick of seeing these people and knowing that they're imitators. Here's a good example:
My last friday at home before coming back to school Thomas, Mike, Aaron, Jay, and I went to the mall. While I'm smoking outside, in nothing but my WWJDFAKB t-shirt, a girl, wearing nothing but black leather and fishnets, add the ultra-high hooker boots and the palest complection this side of Dracula... bites me. Not a little playful nibble either, a full on clench and tear on the shoulder... ouch. Well, I get to asking her why she dresses in the awkward fashion that she does, her reply, "It's gothic". Well, this was the biggest devolopment since the computer chip. Since when is being gothic mean you dress like a social reject? I'm finding that people don't know what they are or what they're trying to convey. Apparently dressing in nothing but black makes you a Goth. But I seem to recall being something requires you to live a certain lifestyle. Guess posers come from all walks of life:
Metrosexual = gay posers
College girls = slut posers (some may not be posers though...) Pale, misunderstood teens = goth posers Yep, that's the day's revelation. |



“Mr Benenson founded and inspired Amnesty International in 1961 first as a one-year campaign for the release of six prisoners of conscience. But from there came a worldwide movement for human rights and in its midst an international organisation -- Amnesty International -- which has taken up the cases of many thousands of victims of human rights violations and inspired millions to human rights defence the world round.






