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Mar 31, 2005

The War Is Over

CNN REPORTS:
George Felos, the attorney for Michael Schiavo, Terri's husband, spoke to reporters hours later. "I haven't made a statement for a number of days....I can just tell you that Mr. Schiavo's overriding concern here was to provide for Terri a peaceful death with dignity, and I emphasize it because this death was not for the siblings, and not for the spouse and not for the parents. This was for Terri."

Randall Terry, founder of Operation Rescue and the Christian Defense Coalition, will lead a memorial service for Schiavo on Thursday evening at 7:30 at the Praise Cathedral Renewal Center in Pinellas Park.

But soon after receiving word of Schiavo's death, demonstrators -- some of whom had been outside the hospice for weeks -- grieved openly with gasps, sobs, songs and prayers. (Full story)

Moments before the announcement that she had died, Schiavo's parents, Mary and Bob Schindler, hurriedly entered the Pinellas Park, Florida, hospice housing their 41-year-old daughter.

Truely, at this moment, I have never felt so confused in my life. How can so many people really care so much about someone they've never met? How can they care so much about someone whom they've never had a conversation with? Never joked with? Never cried with? It makes no logical sense to me.

It's beyond me. Someone explain it to me. Please.

I get that some people are there because they feel it is morally wrong to pull the feeding tube. I've never laughed so hard in my life. Half of these people will use the whole, you're playing god by pulling out that feeding tube; the other half, you're playing god for putting in the feeding tube. The fact is. Almost none of us should be here, if you so choose to take on the 'playing god' angle. Playing god is something that people don't realize runs down from life support to antiseptics and simple cough remedies. Your health bar, protein shake, steriods, and even cooked meal can all be considered playing god. But you're not going to bring that up now are you? You're not going to bring up the fact that we, as human beings, take for granted the simplest of things everyday.

I'm the total jackass. I'm the fuck-up of society. I'm the reject. I am the one telling you that you're wrong and I am the one that is not afraid to tell you the truth about how stupid your goals, your lifestyle, your minivan and the rest of your existance is. Brutal honesty kills you know...
Mar 30, 2005

5am Killjoy

I woke up at 5am, yeah, woke up. It's still one of the most simple pleasures ever. There's nothing more rewarding than waking up in time to watch the sun rise and for the day to begin. I'm so happy to be back here at Fredonia, its such a quaint little town, and it's right near the lake. Which is a good thing, because as soon as I get a vehicle up here, it's going to be sunset on the docks. Which, is another simple pleasure. Can someone tell me why watching the sun rise and fall is such a wonderful thing? I can't seem to grasp why it's so, dare I say, fun.
Mar 29, 2005

Take That Jesus!

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.

Satanism


88%

atheism


79%

Buddhism


67%

agnosticism


67%

Paganism


63%

Islam


58%

Judaism


46%

Hinduism


21%

Christianity


13%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
created with QuizFarm.com

I bet all you fuckers are jealous now. The worst part is, I answered all of the questions truthfully. I'm GOING TO HELL!!!!! and ur alll comin with me.
Mar 26, 2005

Que Paso?

I have a new role model.

His name? Mamut!

It sure beats the hell out of my old role model.

Thanks to mr. ciavarro for helping out with the haloscan scare of '05! Tragedy was averted thanks to his great tech skills and superhuman abilities.

As for late breaking news, there is none, its Whitesboro. Nothing happens here.

I FEEL LIKE I'M TAKING CRAZY PILLS HERE PEOPLE!

does anyone else see this problem that i cant seem to fix?
Apparently haloscan autoinstall hates me... now i gotta fix this shit.

if ne1 happens to know what they're doing... HELP ME PUHLEAZE!
Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.
Mar 25, 2005

Knock, Kock, Who's There?

I've recently been reminded why I'm such a depressed loser. This house just haunts me to no end. Every time I shut my eyes I can see where something awful happened; whether it be an argument, accident, etc. It's just that every part of this house holds something to the negative and its really creepy. I can't shake the fact that I'm just cursed, as is the house. So I guess I'm just paranoid, order me up a straightjacket please. A nice padded room would be kind of you as well, bright pink please, that white is just annoying.

FROM THE INDEPENDENT:
Publish or be damned

25 March 2005

A brutal prospect now faces the British Government. It is that unless and until it publishes the full documentation behind the legal advice to go to war in Iraq, the impression will grow that it took the country into an illegal war, threw its troops into battle and at the cost of the lives of tens of thousands of civilians on the basis of a false prospectus and fluctuating advice from its senior law officer.

It's a quandary entirely of Tony Blair's own making. Yesterday in the Commons, the Foreign Secretary, Jack Straw, repeated the old mantras that convention demands that legal advice be always kept discreet and that the advice of the Attorney General was finally clear and unequivocal. But what he also accepted was that Lord Goldsmith's advice had changed in the weeks immediately prior to the war for reasons he refused to divulge.

This is no mere matter of legal niceties or party politics. We are talking here not of some minor government political embarrassment or policy point. We are talking of a country going to war and the reasons it did so. The question of the legality of that war and the Attorney General's advice was absolutely crucial to the willingness of the armed forces to undertake the campaign, of parliament's support for it and of the public's acceptance of so drastic and terrible a step.

The point of the Attorney General's advice, given finally in a summary parliamentary answer on 17 March, is that it (alongside the evidence of Saddam Hussein's weapons of mass destruction) was used to convince the country to undertake a step they might very well have refused if they had known the full facts.

The decision to go to war had been made early on. Once it was made, the Prime Minister turned to his legal officers, and his intelligence chiefs, to find the reasons to justify that decision and give him legal cover.

We now know, thanks to the evidence before the Butler review as well as the letter of resignation of the Foreign Office lawyer, Elizabeth Wilmhurst, finally revealed this week, that the Government's legal officers initially took the view that an invasion of Iraq could not be legally justified on either grounds of self defence or on the basis of the resolutions of the United Nations, without further authority from the Security Council.


OH HOW I LOVE IT!

I hope you get yours Mr. Blair. I hope they drag your ass through town as they did Mussolini. I hope you're sent to the chopping block, I hope that whatever they do to you is enough to reach the American public as well. I hope that they don't forget the reasons why they're going to do those terrible things to you. I hope Bush gets nervous, I want to see him sweat, I want to see him dethroned, I want to see him humiliated!


Sorry, I really need to get help...
Mar 24, 2005

A Wednesday of Frothy Goodness.

This was today, outside of my previous post:

I went to lunch with Deena at Symeon's...
Say 'Hi Deena!'

(she's trying not to look and trying not to laugh)


After lunch, we danced in the arcade... no hair whipping this time [thank god]

(look at her go!)

I did say 'we'. If anyone says anything about this... I'll bitch slap you into next thursday!

(shoot me now)

Then tonight I spent a pretty penny on a new 5-string.


Rock on dudes! It's been a good day. Until allison got all mean on me 2nite. That wasn't so good. But I love her anyways.
Mar 23, 2005

What led a boy of 16 to join the ranks of US student killers?

The residents of Red Lake, a Native American reservation in Minnesota, were yesterday struggling to understand what drove Jeff Weise to murder nine people, including five students, before killing himself.

By the time Jeff Weise arrived at his school on Monday afternoon, laden with guns, he had already killed the two people who probably knew him better than anyone. Before the hour was out he had killed another seven who had no idea he was capable of such a crime.

Who knows what dark forces gripped the teenager when he woke at his grandparents' house on Monday morning? Anger, hatred, fear, confusion?

Whatever motivation was driving the 16-year-old native American, before the afternoon was over, something led him to kill both his grandparents before setting off on a shooting rampage at the high school from which he had been recently suspended. He then turned one of his guns on himself.

My question is this, if you're going to kill yourself, do it. Don't take countless innocents with you. Adolescents these days are so overwhelmed by the fact that this world is such a shitty place that wigging out and killing half of your school is a good idea. This is what troubles me, why can't someone in congress do this and take out Bush or Cheney? It's never the people that need to go. It's always the ones that haven't truely done anything wrong yet. It's just unfair. This generation of hypocrits, bigots, and rich industrialists is destroying my generation and the possibility of making the world a better place. So much for "liberty and justice" for all. It's just not right. Never has been, never will be. To the generation that is now ruling the world, "YOU ARE A BUNCH OF FUCK UPS AND YOU NEED TO RE-THINK WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE DOING TO THIS PLANET AND ITS INHABITANTS."

I'll post the more cute and innocent things I did today later... I'm pissed and I need a drink.

Mar 21, 2005

I'm Stuck In This Place

Sorry to say that central new york brings back so many memories that i wish i'd forgotten. Nothing truely good seems to happen in this place, so i'm going to be road trippin as much as i possibly can.


Going to buy myself a new bass this week and i'm getting rid of the OLP 5-string and possibly my acoustic bass, but i still love that thing. So probably just the OLP is going out the door. I guess i'm buying a Warwick 5-string... i'm not 100% sure i want it, considering i haven't played it yet. But what I want more than any other bass in the world is a Fender Mustang. Either that or just a standard American Precision. Oh well, my bass endeavors will continue...

As for politics, well, Bush is cutting more healthcare and education to try to cut down the deficit from the $200+ billion dollars going to the war in Iraq. I'd like to know how this man can sleep at night knowing that he's responsible for all of thousands of lives taken everyday. I know it keeps me awake just thinking about the civilians who get caught in the wrong place at the wrong time. It's just like the 3,000+ people in the world trade center buildings and pentagon that died, except we could give a shit about the citizens of Iraq, is that it? Exhausted all ideas on the topic, so the only thing left for me to do is ask the moron who started all of this, face to face. But i doubt i'll ever get the chance.
Mar 19, 2005
Do NOT Drop Anchor Here...
Mar 16, 2005

Viewer Beware

WHAT DOES Jon Stewart of "The Daily Show" have in common with the
Bush administration? They're both unabashed about putting out fake news.
The Bush administration's version consists of video news releases --
government-produced, government-funded spots packaged to look and sound like
regular television reports, complete with fake news reporters signing off
from Washington. These are intended to be, and often are, aired by local
television stations without any indication that the government is behind
them. The Government Accountability Office found this kind of phony news to
be impermissible "covert propaganda." It warned the government last month
that such prepackaged news stories must be accompanied by a "clear
disclosure to the television viewing audience" of the government's
involvement. The Bush administration is now instructing its officials to
ignore the GAO -- which is where (in addition to the question of comedic
content) the administration and Mr. Stewart diverge. He wants you to know
his news is phony.
Although this administration apparently isn't the first to use video
news releases, it seems more enamored of them than its predecessors. For
example: A spot commissioned by the Transportation Security Administration
lauds "another success" in the Bush administration's "drive to strengthen aviation
security," which the "reporter" describes as "one of the most remarkable campaigns
in aviation history."
It's humiliating that local news stations, however short-staffed and
desperate for footage, would allow themselves to be used this way. Indeed,
as the New York Times reported Sunday, some have even lopped off government
attribution when it was included or pretended the government reporter was
one of their own. Even so, it's disingenuous for administration officials
to blame the stations, given that many releases are crafted precisely to
disguise their government origin.
This technique is both illegal and unwise. As a legal matter, the
prepackaged news releases run afoul of the prohibition on the use of
government funds for domestic "propaganda." The administration's
interpretation -- it's okay to hide the source as long as the spot is
"purely informational" -- is untenable: Highlighting some "facts" and leaving
out others can be even more persuasive than outright advocacy, which is why the
administration chose this device. More important, this kind of propaganda
masquerading as news is a deceitful way for a democratic government to do
business; fake journalists paid by the government to deliver its version of news
are as disturbing as real commentators paid by the government to tout its views.
White House press secretary Scott McClellan defended the video news releases on
Monday as "an informational tool to provide factual information to the American
people." Nice sentiment, but why, exactly, wouldn't the administration want to let
the people in on one of the most salient facts: who, really, is doing the talking?
Mar 14, 2005

Under Bush, a New Age of Prepackaged Television News

By DAVID BARSTOW and ROBIN STEIN

It is the kind of TV news coverage every president
covets.
"Thank you, Bush. Thank you, U.S.A.," a jubilant Iraqi-American told a camera
crew in Kansas City for a segment about reaction to the fall of Baghdad. A
second report told of "another success" in the Bush administration's "drive to
strengthen aviation security"; the reporter called it "one of the most
remarkable campaigns in aviation history." A third segment, broadcast in
January, described the administration's determination to open markets for
American farmers.
To a viewer, each report looked like any other 90-second segment on the local
news. In fact, the federal government produced all three. The report from Kansas
City was made by the State Department. The "reporter" covering airport safety
was actually a public relations professional working under a false name for the
Transportation Security Administration. The farming segment was done by the
Agriculture Department's office of communications.
Under the Bush administration, the federal government has aggressively used a
well-established tool of public relations: the prepackaged, ready-to-serve news
report that major corporations have long distributed to TV stations to pitch
everything from headache remedies to auto insurance. In all, at least 20 federal
agencies, including the Defense Department and the Census Bureau, have made and
distributed hundreds of television news segments in the past four years, records
and interviews show. Many were subsequently broadcast on local stations across
the country without any acknowledgement of the government's role in their
production.
This winter, Washington has been roiled by revelations that a handful of
columnists wrote in support of administration policies without disclosing they
had accepted payments from the government. But the administration's efforts to
generate positive news coverage have been considerably more pervasive than
previously known. At the same time, records and interviews suggest widespread
complicity or negligence by television stations, given industry ethics standards
that discourage the broadcast of prepackaged news segments from any outside
group without revealing the source.
Federal agencies are forthright with broadcasters about the origin of the
news segments they distribute. The reports themselves, though, are designed to
fit seamlessly into the typical local news broadcast. In most cases, the
"reporters" are careful not to state in the segment that they work for the
government. Their reports generally avoid overt ideological appeals. Instead,
the government's news-making apparatus has produced a quiet drumbeat of
broadcasts describing a vigilant and compassionate administration.
Some reports were produced to support the administration's most cherished
policy objectives, like regime change in Iraq or Medicare reform. Others focused
on less prominent matters, like the administration's efforts to offer free
after-school tutoring, its campaign to curb childhood obesity, its initiatives
to preserve forests and wetlands, its plans to fight computer viruses, even its
attempts to fight holiday drunken driving. They often feature "interviews" with
senior administration officials in which questions are scripted and answers
rehearsed. Critics, though, are excluded, as are any hints of mismanagement,
waste or controversy.
Some of the segments were broadcast in some of nation's largest television
markets, including New York, Los Angeles, Chicago, Dallas and Atlanta.
An examination of government-produced news reports offers a look inside a
world where the traditional lines between public relations and journalism have
become tangled, where local anchors introduce prepackaged segments with
"suggested" lead-ins written by public relations experts. It is a world where
government-produced reports disappear into a maze of satellite transmissions,
Web portals, syndicated news programs and network feeds, only to emerge cleansed
on the other side as "independent" journalism.
It is also a world where all participants benefit.
Local affiliates are spared the expense of digging up original material.
Public relations firms secure government contracts worth millions of dollars.
The major networks, which help distribute the releases, collect fees from the
government agencies that produce segments and the affiliates that show them. The
administration, meanwhile, gets out an unfiltered message, delivered in the
guise of traditional reporting.
The practice, which also occurred in the Clinton administration, is
continuing despite President Bush's recent call for a clearer demarcation
between journalism and government publicity efforts. "There needs to be a nice
independent relationship between the White House and the press," Mr. Bush told
reporters in January, explaining why his administration would no longer pay
pundits to support his policies. In interviews, though, press officers for several federal agencies said the
president's prohibition did not apply to government-made television news
segments, also known as video news releases. They described the segments as
factual, politically neutral and useful to viewers. They insisted that there was
no similarity to the case of Armstrong Williams, a conservative columnist who
promoted the administration's chief education initiative, the No Child Left
Behind Act, without disclosing $240,000 in payments from the Education
Department. What is more, these officials argued, it is the responsibility of television
news directors to inform viewers that a segment about the government was in fact
written by the government. "Talk to the television stations that ran it without
attribution," said William A. Pierce, spokesman for the Department of Health and
Human Services. "This is not our problem. We can't be held responsible for their
actions." Yet in three separate opinions in the past year, the Government
Accountability Office, an investigative arm of Congress that studies the federal
government and its expenditures, has held that government-made news segments may
constitute improper "covert propaganda" even if their origin is made clear to
the television stations. The point, the office said, is whether viewers know the
origin. Last month, in its most recent finding, the G.A.O. said federal agencies
may not produce prepackaged news reports "that conceal or do not clearly
identify for the television viewing audience that the agency was the source of
those materials." It is not certain, though, whether the office's pronouncements will have much
practical effect. Although a few federal agencies have stopped making television
news segments, others continue. And on Friday, the Justice Department and the
Office of Management and Budget circulated a memorandum instructing all
executive branch agencies to ignore the G.A.O. findings. The memorandum said the
G.A.O. failed to distinguish between covert propaganda and "purely
informational" news segments made by the government. Such informational segments
are legal, the memorandum said, whether or not an agency's role in producing
them is disclosed to viewers. Even if agencies do disclose their role, those efforts can easily be undone
in a broadcaster's editing room. Some news organizations, for example, simply
identify the government's "reporter" as one of their own and then edit out any
phrase suggesting the segment was not of their making. So in a recent segment produced by the Agriculture Department, the agency's
narrator ended the report by saying "In Princess Anne, Maryland, I'm Pat O'Leary
reporting for the U.S. Department of Agriculture." Yet AgDay, a syndicated farm
news program that is shown on some 160 stations, simply introduced the segment
as being by "AgDay's Pat O'Leary." The final sentence was then trimmed to "In
Princess Anne, Maryland, I'm Pat O'Leary reporting." Brian Conrady, executive producer of AgDay, defended the changes. "We can
clip 'Department of Agriculture' at our choosing," he said. "The material we get
from the U.S.D.A., if we choose to air it and how we choose to air it is our
choice."
Anne E. Kornblut contributed reporting for this article.

Who's suprised by any of this??? Bush has found new ways to sink lower and lower down the morality chain.
I can't believe how bad this nation has been decieved. How many people actually know what the hell is going on!?!?!?

If I Could Breathe

I can't stand guessing. Even worse, second guessing. That's why I never go against what I know I want. I tend to hesitate, be too cautious, too thorough in evaluating what could happen. I'm sick of guessing about the future. I think that this world and this system is so against me and that there's simply no way out; you make your own outs. I just want this life to take a change of pace, to have a meaning to someone other than me. I can't stand knowing that nobody cares when I go to sleep, or when I wake up. I can't stand knowing that one day, I won't wake up. Don't tell me that life has some great meaning, that in the end there'll be some great stairway to heaven, some great afterlife or something that's better than what you experience as a human being on this planet on this very day.
Mar 13, 2005

Why Do I Feel This Way?

It's insane I tell you. I'm feeling so many emotions right now that it alone is nauseating. Not to mention that I inhaled my sub and some of a pizza way too fast. I haven't had this much pain since I had to have my appendix removed. Even the day that happened things were going well. Maybe I need to have a lobotomy. I'm not sure. I can't stand how happy I've been over the past few days and how sad I am right now.

IT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME!

I've been thinking alot about why things are the way they are. On every level.

Allison, I've never felt this happy when I'm just around someone. I can't stand you're eyes. They just seem to pierce through me. I just wish I could make you happy all the time. It's insane that I want to be with you so much and still can feel so bad all the time. It's just like, as soon as you're gone I feel lost. Just a puppy at the side of the freeway.

Changed up the song again too... I just want sumthin softer.
Mar 12, 2005

Blogging Clicks With Colleges

  By Susan Kinzie


First the Internet turned colleges upside down, extending classrooms and
changing the way people learned. Next came Napster and other file-sharing
tools, then Web logs. Now blogs are morphing into the next big thing on
campus: wikis.

The wiki, which got its name from the Hawaiian word for "quick," is
the scrappy little brother to the blog, an interactive Web page that can be
changed by anyone who stumbles upon it. While blogs let people publish
their thoughts online, wikis take things a step further, creating
freewheeling, collaborative communities: Students can edit one another's
work, bounce ideas around or link to infinite other Web sites.

"Students keep pushing for more interactivity, often in ways I hadn't
thought of yet," said Mark L. Phillipson, assistant professor of English at
Bowdoin College in Brunswick, Maine.

Phillipson's students can go to a wiki he designed and highlight a phrase
in a poem such as John Keats's "Ode to a Nightingale." From "tender is
the night," for example, they could create links to their own essays, a scanned
image of the ink-blotted original manuscript, artwork, something about the
F. Scott Fitzgerald novel with that title -- anything.

Sometimes wikis don't click. But at their best, wikis are provocative,
inspiring, funny and addictive. Some course sites read like journals, some
like debates and some shimmy in and out of topics with music, photos and
video pulling readers along. One of Phillipson's students drew a picture of
a poem; another made a movie. Wikis can encourage creativity, remove the
limits on class time, give professors a better sense of student
understanding and interest and keep students writing, thinking and
questioning.

Early e-mail lists, newsgroups and chat rooms were ephemeral, like a
passing conversation, said Steve Jones, a communication professor at the
University of Illinois at Chicago. Now computers and networks are fast
enough that many people can share text, videos, sound and art and work on
them together, he said, building a body of knowledge over time. Wikis,
including interactive encyclopedia Wikipedia, have been around for several
years but they're just on the cusp of becoming mainstream; as the technology
improves, they're popping up in a few classrooms and offices, and people are
finding all sorts of uses for them.

It's the plugged-in version of a long tradition in literature, said wiki
user Matthew G. Kirschenbaum, an assistant professor of English at the
University of Maryland. Hundreds of years ago people kept "commonplace
books," in which they would write down poems, passages from books, and
observations to share. Most people think of writing as solitary, he said --
"the lonely poet taking long walks in the woods, but there's another type of
writing that's social and reactive."

In many cases, professors are scrambling to keep up with changes driven
by students. Some graduate students create wikis for collaborative science
research projects. At Johns Hopkins University, junior Asheesh Laroia talked
with a teaching assistant about setting up a wiki for a section of a course
on Baltimore. In the summer, Matt Bowen, a senior at U-Md., dreamed up a
wiki to help struggling writers; now, he and others post drafts online, and
his friends at other colleges can click onto his wiki and rewrite the
stories, add a poem, or take a scene and spin it into something new
entirely.

"Sometimes things improve," Bowen said, "sometimes they get
worse.
Sometimes they just get funnier."

Blogs already have seeped into everyday life on campus. At Johns Hopkins,
two juniors just set up a service for students and faculty to start their
own blogs. Georgetown University tinkered with software to make it easy for
professors to create blogs. There are course blogs on religion, war,
literature, even cattle, at Texas A&M University.

"It's more power to the student," said junior John Dorman, whose
Georgetown government class blog bubbled with a debate over morality and
politics recently, with students posting comments from 7:30 p.m. until
nearly 7:30 the next morning.

Students in sophomore Craig Kessler's English class got hooked, and he
said they became closer and more engaged than in any class he has taken.
When the semester ended this winter, students asked the professor, David
Lipscomb: Could they keep writing the blog?

Lipscomb quickly found he had to put limits on the posts -- some
students wrote so much that he could hardly keep up. Most professors who use
blogs and wikis said they set ground rules early on and act quickly to stamp
out problems.

As the technology goes mainstream, universities will have to think about
libel and intellectual property issues, Kirschenbaum said.

Now there are wikis here and there cooked up by whiz-kid professors and
students, but he thinks schools soon will build frameworks. Georgetown's
Center for New Designs in Learning and Scholarship hopes to offer faculty
wikis-made-easy technology by the fall semester.

What else is ahead? Maybe wikis to go. At American University this fall,
students posted updates from political events to "moblogs" with their mobile
phones. Jones predicts that kind of thing will happen more, as gizmos make
it easier to write and send photos and videos from anywhere.

Milad Doueihi, a communications and contemporary society instructor at
Johns Hopkins, said that this summer, students will be able to listen to his
lectures anytime: He will broadcast them on the class wiki using his
Pod -- a technology called -- what else? -- podcasting.

"It's much more productive," he said, as though sitting in a classroom
were hopelessly outdated.
Mar 10, 2005

This is Today...

I slept from about 5 to 12 today, 7 hours, not bad. Then I busted out the Spector and went a solid 4 hours of bass playing.

Needless to say, my fingers are killing me.
(notice the strap has "department of corrections" written on it...)

Class actually lasted a whole 10 minutes today!!!! Which is beginning to be normal for Rhetoric. The fact that the teacher doesn't want to be there any more than any student makes it pathetic.

Got, almost, 2 more hours of sleep by taking my nap around 4:30.

There's a crappy thursday for ya...

I'm up, I'm ready to go, with to place to go...
Mar 9, 2005
HOLY SHIT! IT'S CLEAN!!!!

Yeah, I had nothing good to do right now, so I decided to clean up my slop of a desk, it looks really neat now... I don't like it, it needs some character, I think I'm gonna dump out a ton of stuff from my bookbag onto it. That way it looks a little more like my desk at home.

Back to doing nothing at all... tra la la la la...

The Site's Less Scary Now

I hope you're happy ADAM!

The other html format was just a total bitch to work with while trying to put my links back. Sorry Aimee, I did really enjoy the Donnie Darko backgrounds.
^Really fucked up site!

New song too, TRUSTcompany "Hover (Piano Version)". Their new album, True Parallels, will be in stores March 22nd! I can't wait!!! Because it's going to be a certain someone's (Wilson's) birthday present. AND SHE BETTER NOT FORGET MY PICTURES!!!

Just gotta get over the fact that we all have our imperfections. No use beating yourself up about them or getting sad. Terminal cancer is reason to be sad. I always raise up and feel better taking a look at people that are successful in life that have imperfections. Look at Mic Jagger....OK don't. Talk about a damn ugly human being! Sang like a bird and made millions! Beethoven, deaf and a manic depressant, musical genius. Bill Gates, Nerd...richest man in the world. Jessica Simpson..total idiot...making millions! (did I just use Jessica Simpson as an example? Geez! I meant Homer!) The list could go on and on (It goes on and on...sorry! broke into some M.G.). Use your imperfections as attributes, you just never know how good life can be until you give it a shot and forget all the superficial B.S. (everything is skin deep)


That's the view from the 'old-timer' on imperfection... and he's usually right... so I'm not going to argue with it, but if you want to, feel free.
Mar 8, 2005

Riffs

I have nothing good to write about today, so I'll just go ahead and brag that I've been doing nothing other than coming up with riffs to play on my bass... I know I know... I'm cool. I've also been going to great troubles to master the art of using Finale Musicmaker. Such a piece of shit for trying to put in bass. If anyone has a suggestion of a better program... it would be much appreciated! Back to being bored and coming up with more riffs.... hope you like the new design, Aimee found it for me!
Mar 7, 2005
There it is, still...


It's the first night in a while where I went out and just sat in that spot and wondered what it would like to be back up on that balcony again...

Looks famimalar don't it?


I was there again, in this same exact spot, with the same exact bottle, except filled with something better than water this time. Bacardi O. Pretty good shit. It got me to thinking of why I care and why I'm always told that my biggest weakness is that I care too much about other people. Well here's to the few who've told me this; I'm done. No more charity, no more. I'm done being a floormat for people, I'm tired of lieing and faking the smiles. I'm tired of the stares, the glares, and the whispers. I'm done with the nice guy act, because the people I actually care about, I guess I'm the one they all call assholes. I can't help the way I act, it's so involuntary that it's tough to maintain and tough to control most of the time. I just want to say what I feel but know I'll end up a bigger disappointment and bigger failure than what I already am. And I know the whole 'be true to yourself' taglines that I'm going to hear, but how are you true to something you lost such a long time ago? I don't know who I really am anymore, there's so many choices and so many blunders to avoid. There's too much out there to face, or maybe just too much to face alone
Mar 6, 2005

Holy Moses! US agonises over display of Ten Commandments

By Andrew Gumbel in Los Angeles

06 March 2005

If you want to know why America is agonising over whether and where to display the Ten Commandments in public, blame it all on Cecil B DeMille.

It was DeMille, of course, who directed the Hollywood version of the Biblical story - twice: the first time as a silent movie, and the second time with a full-bearded Charlton Heston bringing the tablets down from Mt Sinai in full 1950s Technicolor. But it was also DeMille who encouraged a Cold War-era military group called the Fraternal Order of the Eagles to sponsor a Ten Commandments monument in the grounds of the Texas state capitol building in Austin.

That monument, along with a second in Kentucky, is the subject of a fractious legal case, heard by the Supreme Court last week, on the ever-contentious topic of the separation of church and state. The court, unsurprisingly, found itself deeply divided on the subject, and is not expected to issue a ruling until June.

Finish reading.

Due to the fact that this country was first established based on the principle of religious freedom and worship, the separation of church and state clause in the constitution, and the fact that more than one religion is in existance, we need to have a vote or SOMETHING about this. It simply cannot be left up to 9 people who somehow get this position of power. It says IN THE CONSTITUTION, "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion". Therefore, if no religion is to be respected by the government, there cannot be any religion's mark stamped onto any government building. That is the easiest decision to be made! I don't see how the court could need this much time!!! The fact that it might piss off a few million people is keeping them from making this connection? It's sick what government has come to. I'm guessing that Bush's next move will be to try to establish Catholism (teachings of Cathol) <---[that's a joke...] as the national religion. After all, don't you think the Vatican would donate to the government? I mean, it has more than enough money to do so. This is probably the most pressing issue to me, because not only does it effect me, but it will also mean something to the countless millions who are not christians. WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO TOLERANCE?


Mar 4, 2005

It's All Over, All Over Now

How much more can I take?

Ask yourself that question everyday. You'll find some reason why you can take all the shit that's thrown your way. My reason is now gone. I can't find solitude anymore. The pleasure of pure silence is no longer a factor to me, and there certainly isn't anything better than enjoying the silence while I stare at the stars. That option is totally gone. Niether the silence nor the stars offer me any peace. So what else is there? I gave you everything, I gave you trust and salvation, I gave you everything I could provide, I gave you strength to stand, and you shoved me... down.

If you have a problem, keep it to yourself. I'm sick of correcting grammar, comforting you "tortured" souls, you "sheltered" bastards, and those of you just looking for the attention that you know I'll give. I'm tired of helping, I'm tired of getting joy out of your smiles and your laughs, I'm tired of your voice and the lies that you spew. I'm done with the tasks that I tirelessly put myself though for you, no more conversations to help your psyche, no more inflating your ego, no more telling you how much you mean to me, no more drying my eyes because I know I'll never have you, I'll never go through it again, I'll never spill my heart for you. Until the day I die, I'll never come back for you.
Mar 2, 2005

For President's Social Security Proposal, Many Hurdles

By RICHARD W. STEVENSON

Published: March 2, 2005

WASHINGTON, March 1 - President Bush's drive to overhaul Social Security is in trouble, and while it is far too soon to declare it doomed, it faces obstacles on all sides.

After a week at home listening to constituents on the issue, Congressional leaders of Mr. Bush's own party have returned to Washington and immediately begun playing for time, suggesting that they may not meet his goal of passing legislation this year.

Democrats, apparently feeling little political pressure to come up with a plan of their own or work across the aisle, remain remarkably united against the main element of Mr. Bush's plan: his call for private investment accounts to be carved out of Social Security payroll taxes.

A USA Today/CNN/Gallup poll published Tuesday showed Mr. Bush receiving his lowest marks on the handling of Social Security since becoming president.

Perhaps most difficult of all for the White House, members of Congress have little sense that voters are demanding that they confront the issue now and make difficult choices that are bound to have political repercussions.

Contrary to the broad-based support that drove the last bipartisan action to overhaul an entitlement program - the addition of a prescription drug benefit to Medicare - the public has not been clamoring for a new approach to Social Security or for confronting the painful steps necessary to meet Mr. Bush's goal of ensuring its permanent solvency.

Indeed, there is no consensus even among Republicans about how to proceed. They are divided, in some cases bitterly, over issues like how big the private accounts should be, whether the nation can afford to borrow trillions of dollars to establish them and whether a tax increase can be part of any solution.

"When a boat springs so many leaks, it only floats for so long," said Tony Fabrizio, a Republican pollster, who declared that Mr. Bush was losing the momentum he had picked up after making Social Security the centerpiece of his State of the Union address. "The Democrats have certainly shot holes in it, but the Republicans have also been shooting holes."
Finish reading.

It's nice to know that social security will be destroyed by the time I become eligible to recieve it. Thank you for beating all the money taken out of every working Americans' paycheck and beating it into the ground Mr. Bush. I do have a solution to this problem though:

GET THAT FUCKING $200 BILLION DOLLAR PROPOSAL FOR IRAQ AND LODGE IT UP YOUR ASS MR PRESIDENT. FUCK YOU AND YOU'RE WAR. YOU ARE RUINING THIS COUNTRY AND YOU NEED TO STOP IT.

There you have it, as simple as that...


Marijuana

Marijuana

Usually smoked as a cigarette or joint, or in a pipe or bong, marijuana has appeared in "blunts" in recent years. These are cigars that have been emptied of tobacco and re-filled with marijuana, sometimes in combination with another drug, such as crack. Some users also mix marijuana into foods or use it to brew tea.

The main active chemical in marijuana is THC (delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol). Short-term effects of marijuana use include problems with memory and learning; distorted perception; difficulty in thinking and problem-solving; loss of coordination; and increased heart rate, anxiety, and panic attacks.

Health Hazards

Effects of Marijuana on the Brain. Researchers have found that THC changes the way in which sensory information gets into and is acted on by the hippocampus. This is a component of the brain's limbic system that is crucial for learning, memory, and the integration of sensory experiences with emotions and motivations. Investigations have shown that THC suppresses neurons in the information-processing system of the hippocampus. In addition, researchers have discovered that learned behaviors, which depend on the hippocampus, also deteriorate.

Effects on the Lungs. Someone who smokes marijuana regularly may have many of the same respiratory problems that tobacco smokers have. These individuals may have daily cough and phlegm, symptoms of chronic bronchitis, and more frequent chest colds. Continuing to smoke marijuana can lead to abnormal functioning of lung tissue injured or destroyed by marijuana smoke.

Regardless of the THC content, the amount of tar inhaled by marijuana smokers and the level of carbon monoxide absorbed are three to five times greater than among tobacco smokers. This may be due to marijuana users inhaling more deeply and holding the smoke in the lungs.

Effects of Heavy Marijuana Use on Learning and Social Behavior. A study of college students has shown that critical skills related to attention, memory, and learning are impaired among people who use marijuana heavily, even after discontinuing its use for at least 24 hours. Researchers compared 65 "heavy users," who had smoked marijuana a median of 29 of the past 30 days, and 64 "light users," who had smoked a median of 1 of the past 30 days. After a closely monitored 19- to 24-hour period of abstinence from marijuana and other illicit drugs and alcohol, the undergraduates were given several standard tests measuring aspects of attention, memory, and learning. Compared to the light users, heavy marijuana users made more errors and had more difficulty sustaining attention, shifting attention to meet the demands of changes in the environment, and in registering, processing, and using information. The findings suggest that the greater impairment among heavy users is likely due to an alteration of brain activity produced by marijuana.

Longitudinal research on marijuana use among young people below college age indicates those who used have lower achievement than the non-users, more acceptance of deviant behavior, more delinquent behavior and aggression, greater rebelliousness, poorer relationships with parents, and more associations with delinquent and drug-using friends.

Mar 1, 2005

The big 1-0-0

Yeah, so this is the number one hundred post for me... *hurrah* I'm thinking I should rent cheerleaders (or strippers) for the occasion... I guess I'll go with The Spongebob Squarepants Movie! It's so hilarious... even if it is completely for stoners... I still think the adult humor in these cartoons is so incognito to these little kids that it's genius. I mean these people should be writing for the government and help W avoid anymore stupid typos during his speeches. Oh, well... this cold[maybe even strep] is taking alot out of me... sooo back to sleep.

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