Mar 31, 2005
The War Is Over
CNN REPORTS:George Felos, the attorney for Michael Schiavo, Terri's husband, spoke to reporters hours later. "I haven't made a statement for a number of days....I can just tell you that Mr. Schiavo's overriding concern here was to provide for Terri a peaceful death with dignity, and I emphasize it because this death was not for the siblings, and not for the spouse and not for the parents. This was for Terri."Truely, at this moment, I have never felt so confused in my life. How can so many people really care so much about someone they've never met? How can they care so much about someone whom they've never had a conversation with? Never joked with? Never cried with? It makes no logical sense to me. It's beyond me. Someone explain it to me. Please. I get that some people are there because they feel it is morally wrong to pull the feeding tube. I've never laughed so hard in my life. Half of these people will use the whole, you're playing god by pulling out that feeding tube; the other half, you're playing god for putting in the feeding tube. The fact is. Almost none of us should be here, if you so choose to take on the 'playing god' angle. Playing god is something that people don't realize runs down from life support to antiseptics and simple cough remedies. Your health bar, protein shake, steriods, and even cooked meal can all be considered playing god. But you're not going to bring that up now are you? You're not going to bring up the fact that we, as human beings, take for granted the simplest of things everyday. I'm the total jackass. I'm the fuck-up of society. I'm the reject. I am the one telling you that you're wrong and I am the one that is not afraid to tell you the truth about how stupid your goals, your lifestyle, your minivan and the rest of your existance is. Brutal honesty kills you know... |
Mar 30, 2005
5am Killjoy
| I woke up at 5am, yeah, woke up. It's still one of the most simple pleasures ever. There's nothing more rewarding than waking up in time to watch the sun rise and for the day to begin. I'm so happy to be back here at Fredonia, its such a quaint little town, and it's right near the lake. Which is a good thing, because as soon as I get a vehicle up here, it's going to be sunset on the docks. Which, is another simple pleasure. Can someone tell me why watching the sun rise and fall is such a wonderful thing? I can't seem to grasp why it's so, dare I say, fun. |
Mar 29, 2005
Take That Jesus!
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Mar 26, 2005
Que Paso?
| I have a new role model. His name? Mamut! It sure beats the hell out of my old role model. Thanks to mr. ciavarro for helping out with the haloscan scare of '05! Tragedy was averted thanks to his great tech skills and superhuman abilities. As for late breaking news, there is none, its Whitesboro. Nothing happens here. |
I FEEL LIKE I'M TAKING CRAZY PILLS HERE PEOPLE!
| does anyone else see this problem that i cant seem to fix? |
| Apparently haloscan autoinstall hates me... now i gotta fix this shit. if ne1 happens to know what they're doing... HELP ME PUHLEAZE! |
| Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog. |
Mar 25, 2005
Knock, Kock, Who's There?
| I've recently been reminded why I'm such a depressed loser. This house just haunts me to no end. Every time I shut my eyes I can see where something awful happened; whether it be an argument, accident, etc. It's just that every part of this house holds something to the negative and its really creepy. I can't shake the fact that I'm just cursed, as is the house. So I guess I'm just paranoid, order me up a straightjacket please. A nice padded room would be kind of you as well, bright pink please, that white is just annoying. FROM THE INDEPENDENT: Publish or be damned OH HOW I LOVE IT! I hope you get yours Mr. Blair. I hope they drag your ass through town as they did Mussolini. I hope you're sent to the chopping block, I hope that whatever they do to you is enough to reach the American public as well. I hope that they don't forget the reasons why they're going to do those terrible things to you. I hope Bush gets nervous, I want to see him sweat, I want to see him dethroned, I want to see him humiliated! Sorry, I really need to get help... |
Mar 24, 2005
A Wednesday of Frothy Goodness.
Mar 23, 2005
What led a boy of 16 to join the ranks of US student killers?
The residents of Red Lake, a Native American reservation in Minnesota, were yesterday struggling to understand what drove Jeff Weise to murder nine people, including five students, before killing himself.
By the time Jeff Weise arrived at his school on Monday afternoon, laden with guns, he had already killed the two people who probably knew him better than anyone. Before the hour was out he had killed another seven who had no idea he was capable of such a crime. Who knows what dark forces gripped the teenager when he woke at his grandparents' house on Monday morning? Anger, hatred, fear, confusion? Whatever motivation was driving the 16-year-old native American, before the afternoon was over, something led him to kill both his grandparents before setting off on a shooting rampage at the high school from which he had been recently suspended. He then turned one of his guns on himself. My question is this, if you're going to kill yourself, do it. Don't take countless innocents with you. Adolescents these days are so overwhelmed by the fact that this world is such a shitty place that wigging out and killing half of your school is a good idea. This is what troubles me, why can't someone in congress do this and take out Bush or Cheney? It's never the people that need to go. It's always the ones that haven't truely done anything wrong yet. It's just unfair. This generation of hypocrits, bigots, and rich industrialists is destroying my generation and the possibility of making the world a better place. So much for "liberty and justice" for all. It's just not right. Never has been, never will be. To the generation that is now ruling the world, "YOU ARE A BUNCH OF FUCK UPS AND YOU NEED TO RE-THINK WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE DOING TO THIS PLANET AND ITS INHABITANTS." I'll post the more cute and innocent things I did today later... I'm pissed and I need a drink. |
Mar 21, 2005
I'm Stuck In This Place
| Sorry to say that central new york brings back so many memories that i wish i'd forgotten. Nothing truely good seems to happen in this place, so i'm going to be road trippin as much as i possibly can. Going to buy myself a new bass this week and i'm getting rid of the OLP 5-string and possibly my acoustic bass, but i still love that thing. So probably just the OLP is going out the door. I guess i'm buying a Warwick 5-string... i'm not 100% sure i want it, considering i haven't played it yet. But what I want more than any other bass in the world is a Fender Mustang. Either that or just a standard American Precision. Oh well, my bass endeavors will continue... As for politics, well, Bush is cutting more healthcare and education to try to cut down the deficit from the $200+ billion dollars going to the war in Iraq. I'd like to know how this man can sleep at night knowing that he's responsible for all of thousands of lives taken everyday. I know it keeps me awake just thinking about the civilians who get caught in the wrong place at the wrong time. It's just like the 3,000+ people in the world trade center buildings and pentagon that died, except we could give a shit about the citizens of Iraq, is that it? Exhausted all ideas on the topic, so the only thing left for me to do is ask the moron who started all of this, face to face. But i doubt i'll ever get the chance. |
Mar 19, 2005
Mar 16, 2005
Viewer Beware
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Mar 14, 2005
Under Bush, a New Age of Prepackaged Television News
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If I Could Breathe
| I can't stand guessing. Even worse, second guessing. That's why I never go against what I know I want. I tend to hesitate, be too cautious, too thorough in evaluating what could happen. I'm sick of guessing about the future. I think that this world and this system is so against me and that there's simply no way out; you make your own outs. I just want this life to take a change of pace, to have a meaning to someone other than me. I can't stand knowing that nobody cares when I go to sleep, or when I wake up. I can't stand knowing that one day, I won't wake up. Don't tell me that life has some great meaning, that in the end there'll be some great stairway to heaven, some great afterlife or something that's better than what you experience as a human being on this planet on this very day. |
Mar 13, 2005
Why Do I Feel This Way?
| It's insane I tell you. I'm feeling so many emotions right now that it alone is nauseating. Not to mention that I inhaled my sub and some of a pizza way too fast. I haven't had this much pain since I had to have my appendix removed. Even the day that happened things were going well. Maybe I need to have a lobotomy. I'm not sure. I can't stand how happy I've been over the past few days and how sad I am right now. IT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME! I've been thinking alot about why things are the way they are. On every level. Allison, I've never felt this happy when I'm just around someone. I can't stand you're eyes. They just seem to pierce through me. I just wish I could make you happy all the time. It's insane that I want to be with you so much and still can feel so bad all the time. It's just like, as soon as you're gone I feel lost. Just a puppy at the side of the freeway. Changed up the song again too... I just want sumthin softer. |
Mar 12, 2005
Blogging Clicks With Colleges
By Susan Kinzie |
Mar 10, 2005
This is Today...
I slept from about 5 to 12 today, 7 hours, not bad. Then I busted out the Spector and went a solid 4 hours of bass playing.![]() Needless to say, my fingers are killing me. (notice the strap has "department of corrections" written on it...) Class actually lasted a whole 10 minutes today!!!! Which is beginning to be normal for Rhetoric. The fact that the teacher doesn't want to be there any more than any student makes it pathetic. Got, almost, 2 more hours of sleep by taking my nap around 4:30. There's a crappy thursday for ya... I'm up, I'm ready to go, with to place to go... |
Mar 9, 2005
The Site's Less Scary Now
| I hope you're happy ADAM! The other html format was just a total bitch to work with while trying to put my links back. Sorry Aimee, I did really enjoy the Donnie Darko backgrounds. ^Really fucked up site! New song too, TRUSTcompany "Hover (Piano Version)". Their new album, True Parallels, will be in stores March 22nd! I can't wait!!! Because it's going to be a certain someone's (Wilson's) birthday present. AND SHE BETTER NOT FORGET MY PICTURES!!! Just gotta get over the fact that we all have our imperfections. No use beating yourself up about them or getting sad. Terminal cancer is reason to be sad. I always raise up and feel better taking a look at people that are successful in life that have imperfections. Look at Mic Jagger....OK don't. Talk about a damn ugly human being! Sang like a bird and made millions! Beethoven, deaf and a manic depressant, musical genius. Bill Gates, Nerd...richest man in the world. Jessica Simpson..total idiot...making millions! (did I just use Jessica Simpson as an example? Geez! I meant Homer!) The list could go on and on (It goes on and on...sorry! broke into some M.G.). Use your imperfections as attributes, you just never know how good life can be until you give it a shot and forget all the superficial B.S. (everything is skin deep) That's the view from the 'old-timer' on imperfection... and he's usually right... so I'm not going to argue with it, but if you want to, feel free. |
Mar 8, 2005
Riffs
| I have nothing good to write about today, so I'll just go ahead and brag that I've been doing nothing other than coming up with riffs to play on my bass... I know I know... I'm cool. I've also been going to great troubles to master the art of using Finale Musicmaker. Such a piece of shit for trying to put in bass. If anyone has a suggestion of a better program... it would be much appreciated! Back to being bored and coming up with more riffs.... hope you like the new design, Aimee found it for me! |
Mar 7, 2005
Mar 6, 2005
Holy Moses! US agonises over display of Ten Commandments
By Andrew Gumbel in Los Angeles 06 March 2005
If you want to know why America is agonising over whether and where to display the Ten Commandments in public, blame it all on Cecil B DeMille. It was DeMille, of course, who directed the Hollywood version of the Biblical story - twice: the first time as a silent movie, and the second time with a full-bearded Charlton Heston bringing the tablets down from Mt Sinai in full 1950s Technicolor. But it was also DeMille who encouraged a Cold War-era military group called the Fraternal Order of the Eagles to sponsor a Ten Commandments monument in the grounds of the Texas state capitol building in Austin. That monument, along with a second in Kentucky, is the subject of a fractious legal case, heard by the Supreme Court last week, on the ever-contentious topic of the separation of church and state. The court, unsurprisingly, found itself deeply divided on the subject, and is not expected to issue a ruling until June. Finish reading. Due to the fact that this country was first established based on the principle of religious freedom and worship, the separation of church and state clause in the constitution, and the fact that more than one religion is in existance, we need to have a vote or SOMETHING about this. It simply cannot be left up to 9 people who somehow get this position of power. It says IN THE CONSTITUTION, "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion". Therefore, if no religion is to be respected by the government, there cannot be any religion's mark stamped onto any government building. That is the easiest decision to be made! I don't see how the court could need this much time!!! The fact that it might piss off a few million people is keeping them from making this connection? It's sick what government has come to. I'm guessing that Bush's next move will be to try to establish Catholism (teachings of Cathol) <---[that's a joke...] as the national religion. After all, don't you think the Vatican would donate to the government? I mean, it has more than enough money to do so. This is probably the most pressing issue to me, because not only does it effect me, but it will also mean something to the countless millions who are not christians. WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO TOLERANCE? |
Mar 4, 2005
It's All Over, All Over Now
| How much more can I take? Ask yourself that question everyday. You'll find some reason why you can take all the shit that's thrown your way. My reason is now gone. I can't find solitude anymore. The pleasure of pure silence is no longer a factor to me, and there certainly isn't anything better than enjoying the silence while I stare at the stars. That option is totally gone. Niether the silence nor the stars offer me any peace. So what else is there? I gave you everything, I gave you trust and salvation, I gave you everything I could provide, I gave you strength to stand, and you shoved me... down. If you have a problem, keep it to yourself. I'm sick of correcting grammar, comforting you "tortured" souls, you "sheltered" bastards, and those of you just looking for the attention that you know I'll give. I'm tired of helping, I'm tired of getting joy out of your smiles and your laughs, I'm tired of your voice and the lies that you spew. I'm done with the tasks that I tirelessly put myself though for you, no more conversations to help your psyche, no more inflating your ego, no more telling you how much you mean to me, no more drying my eyes because I know I'll never have you, I'll never go through it again, I'll never spill my heart for you. Until the day I die, I'll never come back for you. |
Mar 2, 2005
For President's Social Security Proposal, Many Hurdles
Published: March 2, 2005
After a week at home listening to constituents on the issue, Congressional leaders of Mr. Bush's own party have returned to Washington and immediately begun playing for time, suggesting that they may not meet his goal of passing legislation this year. Democrats, apparently feeling little political pressure to come up with a plan of their own or work across the aisle, remain remarkably united against the main element of Mr. Bush's plan: his call for private investment accounts to be carved out of Social Security payroll taxes. A USA Today/CNN/Gallup poll published Tuesday showed Mr. Bush receiving his lowest marks on the handling of Social Security since becoming president. Perhaps most difficult of all for the White House, members of Congress have little sense that voters are demanding that they confront the issue now and make difficult choices that are bound to have political repercussions. Contrary to the broad-based support that drove the last bipartisan action to overhaul an entitlement program - the addition of a prescription drug benefit to Medicare - the public has not been clamoring for a new approach to Social Security or for confronting the painful steps necessary to meet Mr. Bush's goal of ensuring its permanent solvency. Indeed, there is no consensus even among Republicans about how to proceed. They are divided, in some cases bitterly, over issues like how big the private accounts should be, whether the nation can afford to borrow trillions of dollars to establish them and whether a tax increase can be part of any solution. "When a boat springs so many leaks, it only floats for so long," said Tony Fabrizio, a Republican pollster, who declared that Mr. Bush was losing the momentum he had picked up after making Social Security the centerpiece of his State of the Union address. "The Democrats have certainly shot holes in it, but the Republicans have also been shooting holes." It's nice to know that social security will be destroyed by the time I become eligible to recieve it. Thank you for beating all the money taken out of every working Americans' paycheck and beating it into the ground Mr. Bush. I do have a solution to this problem though: GET THAT FUCKING $200 BILLION DOLLAR PROPOSAL FOR IRAQ AND LODGE IT UP YOUR ASS MR PRESIDENT. FUCK YOU AND YOU'RE WAR. YOU ARE RUINING THIS COUNTRY AND YOU NEED TO STOP IT. There you have it, as simple as that...
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Marijuana
![]() Usually smoked as a cigarette or joint, or in a pipe or bong, marijuana has appeared in "blunts" in recent years. These are cigars that have been emptied of tobacco and re-filled with marijuana, sometimes in combination with another drug, such as crack. Some users also mix marijuana into foods or use it to brew tea. The main active chemical in marijuana is THC (delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol). Short-term effects of marijuana use include problems with memory and learning; distorted perception; difficulty in thinking and problem-solving; loss of coordination; and increased heart rate, anxiety, and panic attacks. Health Hazards Effects of Marijuana on the Brain. Researchers have found that THC changes the way in which sensory information gets into and is acted on by the hippocampus. This is a component of the brain's limbic system that is crucial for learning, memory, and the integration of sensory experiences with emotions and motivations. Investigations have shown that THC suppresses neurons in the information-processing system of the hippocampus. In addition, researchers have discovered that learned behaviors, which depend on the hippocampus, also deteriorate. Effects on the Lungs. Someone who smokes marijuana regularly may have many of the same respiratory problems that tobacco smokers have. These individuals may have daily cough and phlegm, symptoms of chronic bronchitis, and more frequent chest colds. Continuing to smoke marijuana can lead to abnormal functioning of lung tissue injured or destroyed by marijuana smoke. Regardless of the THC content, the amount of tar inhaled by marijuana smokers and the level of carbon monoxide absorbed are three to five times greater than among tobacco smokers. This may be due to marijuana users inhaling more deeply and holding the smoke in the lungs. Effects of Heavy Marijuana Use on Learning and Social Behavior. A study of college students has shown that critical skills related to attention, memory, and learning are impaired among people who use marijuana heavily, even after discontinuing its use for at least 24 hours. Researchers compared 65 "heavy users," who had smoked marijuana a median of 29 of the past 30 days, and 64 "light users," who had smoked a median of 1 of the past 30 days. After a closely monitored 19- to 24-hour period of abstinence from marijuana and other illicit drugs and alcohol, the undergraduates were given several standard tests measuring aspects of attention, memory, and learning. Compared to the light users, heavy marijuana users made more errors and had more difficulty sustaining attention, shifting attention to meet the demands of changes in the environment, and in registering, processing, and using information. The findings suggest that the greater impairment among heavy users is likely due to an alteration of brain activity produced by marijuana. Longitudinal research on marijuana use among young people below college age indicates those who used have lower achievement than the non-users, more acceptance of deviant behavior, more delinquent behavior and aggression, greater rebelliousness, poorer relationships with parents, and more associations with delinquent and drug-using friends. |
Mar 1, 2005
The big 1-0-0
| Yeah, so this is the number one hundred post for me... *hurrah* I'm thinking I should rent cheerleaders (or strippers) for the occasion... I guess I'll go with The Spongebob Squarepants Movie! It's so hilarious... even if it is completely for stoners... I still think the adult humor in these cartoons is so incognito to these little kids that it's genius. I mean these people should be writing for the government and help W avoid anymore stupid typos during his speeches. Oh, well... this cold[maybe even strep] is taking alot out of me... sooo back to sleep. 1-0-0 |













